Psalm 13(A)

How long, my Beloved?
Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
How long must I bear this pain in my soul, and live with sorrow all the day?
How long will fear rule my life?

Notice my heart and answer me, O my Beloved;
enlighten me, lest I walk as one dead to life;
Lest my ego fears say, “We have won the day”; Lest they rejoice in their strength.
As I trust in your steadfast Love; my heart will rejoice, for in you is freedom.

I shall sing to the Beloved, who has answered my prayers a thousand fold!
Come, O Beloved, make your home in my heart.
Nan C. Merrill Psalm 13

Psalm 13

Reflection:

The psalmist is at the end of her own coping. The lavender shower steamer’s calming scent isn’t enough. The deep breathing exorcises are not possible in this kind of pain. She doesn’t know what else to do but rail against God. She lashes out with angry questions like a wounded animal. 

The anger only takes her to a different tactic of pleading with God. She lets God know what is at stake, her life. She reminds God of their steadfast loving relationship and implies that if the enemies win it will mean that God has lost. And maybe in saying this out loud she remembers their steadfast loving relationship too. This is where the shift happens. 

In the final verse, “Life is broken loose in doxology.” (Brueggemann). The psalmist’s life is reoriented. It does’t appear as though the circumstances have changed, but that perhaps the psalmist has changed, and perhaps not. Maybe we can hold grief and pain, and hope and joy, together.

I began writing Psalm reflections during Lent of 2020 shortly after we decided to close the church building, work from home, and worship via zoom.  It is a practice I have continued since.  Many churches use the Revised Common Lectionary (RLC) that rotates scripture on a three-year cycle (A, B, and C).  Starting in Advent 2019, Third Church decided to worship with the texts from Year D, which is still not circulated as are years A, B, and C.  Year D was created with the goal of including scriptures that were left out or not used as frequently as others.  While we were using Psalms in year D, most other lectionary followers were using Year A.  In Advent of 2020 we rejoined those who use the lectionary in year B.  Advent of 2021 year C.  Advent of 2022 year A.

I use the Vanderbilt Divinity Library’s resource for lectionary readings to make text selections.

Year A Psalms

1^st Sunday in Advent Psalm 122, 2^nd Sunday in Advent Psalm 72, 3^rd Sunday in Advent Psalm 146, 4^th Sunday in Advent Psalm 80, Christmas Psalm 96, Psalm 97, Psalm 98, 1^st Sunday after Christmas Psalm 148, New Year Psalm 8, Epiphany Psalm 72, 1^st Sunday after Epiphany Psalm 29, 2^nd Sunday after Epiphany Psalm 40, 3^rd Sunday after Epiphany Psalm 27, 4^th Sunday after Epiphany Psalm 15, 5^th Sunday after Epiphany Psalm 112, 6^th Sunday after Epiphany Psalm 119, Transfiguration Sunday Psalm 2 or Psalm 99.

Ash Wednesday Psalm 51, 1^st Sunday in Lent Psalm 32, 2^nd Sunday in Lent Psalm 121, 3^rdSunday in Lent Psalm 95, 4^th Sunday in Lent Psalm 23, 5^th Sunday in Lent Psalm 130, 6^th Sunday in Lent Psalm 118 or Psalm 31.

Holy Week: Monday Psalm 36, Tuesday Psalm 71, Wednesday Psalm 70, Thursday Psalm 116, Friday Psalm 22, Saturday Psalm 31.

Easter Psalm 118 or Psalm 114, 2^nd Sunday of Easter Psalm 16, 3^rd Sunday of Easter Psalm 116, 4^th Sunday of Easter Psalm 23, 5^th Sunday of Easter Psalm 31, 6^th Sunday of Easter Psalm 66, Ascension of the Lord Psalm 47 or Psalm 93, 7^th Sunday of Easter Psalm 68, Pentecost Psalm 104.

1^st Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 8, 2^nd Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 33 or Psalm 50, 3^rd Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 116 or Psalm 100, 4^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 86 or Psalm 69, 5^thSunday after Pentecost Psalm 13 or Psalm 89, 6^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 45 or Psalm 145, 7^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 119 or Psalm 65, 8^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 139 or Psalm 86, 9^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 105 or Psalm 119, 10^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 17 or Psalm 145, 11^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 105 or Psalm 85, 12^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 133 or Psalm 67, 13^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 124 or Psalm 138, 14^thSunday after Pentecost Psalm 105 or Psalm 26, 15^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 149 or Psalm 119, 16^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 114 or Psalm 103, 17^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 105 or Psalm 145, 18^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 78 or Psalm 25, 19^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 19 or Psalm 80, 20^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 106 or Psalm 23, 21^stSunday after Pentecost Psalm 99 or Psalm 96, 22^nd Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 90 or Psalm 1, 23^rd Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 107 or Psalm 43, 24^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 78 or Psalm 70, 25^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 123 or Psalm 90, 26^th Sunday after Pentecost Psalm 100 or Psalm 95.

Sources and notes:

“Psalm 13 is the shorts of the prayers for help in the Psalter. In spite of its brevity, the psalm is virtually a paradigm of the essential feature of such prayers.” Mays p. 77

“The agenda of distress is threefold: trouble with God, with self, and with others. God does not help; there is no evidence of God’s attention and care. Anxiety tortures the mind with painful questions. An enemy dominates the situation. Though the three are distinct, they are not separable. Together they compose the full account of trouble that comes upon fight. It is theological, personal, and social. In the order of experience, helplessness causes anxiety and anxiety protests to God. But in the order of prayer, the trouble with God comes first, because that is what matters most to faith. The psalm does not say specifically what the trouble is; it is concerned rather with a structure of neediness that brings to light the full character of the predicament of existence. Real trouble is rarely simple. What attacks our existence exposes weakness and makes us wonder about world and God. It is risky to think of human problems too easily in terms of God’s forgetting and turning away, to involve God in a deal and imagined threats, but it is more dangerous for faith to consent to isolation and believe that the experience of alienation cannot be turned into prayer.” Mays p. 78

“The psalm leads those who read and pray it from protest and petition to praise; it holds all three together as if to teach that they cohere in the unity of prayer.” Mays p. 79

“The psalmist is clear that the dread situation is beyond his own coping.” Brueggemann p. 59

“Life is broken loose in doxology.” Brueggemann p. 60

“… the speaker ends with a sense of disorientation overcome, released to a new, grateful, trustful communion.” Brueggemann p. 60

“The dramatic movement of the psalm from disorientation to (new) orientation is marked by three uses of the name “Yahweh”. In verse 1, Yahweh is named, only to be assaulted. In verse 3, Yahweh is named with an appellation of intimacy as ground for appeal. And in verse 6, the accused Yahweh has now become the praised Yahweh, object of doxology.” Brueggemann p. 60

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